My Poetry

A prolonged want
Satisfaction in pieces
The destination
Very near
But it seems so far
Why?
No answer
Still to go
Wanting to…
Achieve so fast
How long?

Fame and fortune
Is it the only desire
But why?
What satisfaction
A proof of achievement
Is what? the world believes
In proof.
Is it necessary
At time a necessity.

 

Mother…
The most beautiful prayer
for me,
Her love deeper than sea
Her prayer for is higher
Than the sky.
I learn to live and grow
I longed somewhere in
Her lap to sleep again
With her around my life is full of
Rosy wonders
It is so magical to think.

 

Diamonds….
No happiness
The essence of living,
Is truth, wisdom.
Still searching,
Time ceases to exist;
Time stands still,
The color of life
A stand still,
Not death
But a search…

Her smile is a wonder .
That kindles in each cell .
And call her in every smile,
Her eyes – the living beat
Of the heart.
Smile is all to her belong,
Yet smile threw her into the fire.

 

Writing is a living power,
Opens the way for joy.
The proof of what it
… means to pen down
Why  am I misunderstood.
The journey needs
Some space,
For the soul,
To smile.

 

Listening to the profound music of the Sea,
Watching the tide;
Destined to build my nest in dreams alone.
The real world is cold and cruel
How unfair it feels
This was the prologue to my life
How lucky
O tide!
Any shape you wish…
You assume you acquire
Unlike the human
You are free
I envy you – o tide!
I dream to dance
With the tide
I hope to fulfill someday
Let this be the epilogue to my life.

 

The starting point of human revolution
Is it everything in nothing?
Or
Is it just vastness! Nothing?
To select an ideal man to rule the nation
Eternal, for death has no power,
He will smile until our own elected
Idiotically presses a button
An atomic bomb
drops
Mushrooming into million deaths
Inhaling of bitter smoke is for a second
reflected in the eyes of
The Multitude
Then skeleton-like bodies
Is the gate to the new century
Do we still have vision.

The camera
Grasps my emotions
To preserve with love
A splendid paradise of pleasure
—– Passing through
In moments.

 

Where is it?
I can’t find
Why?
Is it sadness
Is it waiting
Why me?
Success and sadness
Cross roads
Of no return
Why me?
Do I deserve
No answer
Why me?

 

Journey –to a destination,
Waiting – a part of the journey.
A dream to a destination,
Waiting to fulfill,
Oh! – a deserted plan!
Where we meant to go
Platform fills with people,
Suddenly…
It became empty\
Wondering what to do
A conclusion
No decision.

Life a demonstration,
Of Dynamic efforts —-
Or an Achieved success.
Of Challenging battles,
And meaningless without action.
For miles to move…
The span of life is short.

Moments passes,
In phases…
A hectic day,
A lonely night,
Night of a book
Night of over hanging hopes,
White feathers from a stork,
Then fade into eternal morning[H1] .
[H1]I need your assistance to add more from BTV Book, p 5

Individual rising in the
morn.
Opens a fresh page
of life’s book.
Records the happenings,
Each day, unfolds a
different story.
For we are born only to
depart.
But it yet takes hopes,
and strive to survive.
But does man love!
to wallow in the mud
They melt in the burning
heat of the sun.

I want to roam like wind
Free the world I dream
To evaporate
With the sea’s water
Free in these moments
Is …
My dream
My world
My mind
Will I be free
My anguished heart is bleeding dry
Does anyone care to know
The reason why
My feelings are going off
the track
Will I achieve a helping hand to
gain it back.

 

A war that isn’t mine
Sometimes too weak to fight this war
Sometimes too strong to ever let go
Solution…
Too cold, too hard
Caught in a web, struggling
to escape…
What do I believe?
I wish…
It never happen
Where lies the solution
Yet to find.

As my eyes steadily flick the clipping of an album.
Countless achievements, came throughout the years
She is like a jigsaw piece
So she Search.
And search some more everyday
So many years have passed
But she can’t forget the struggle
Oh! those days.
Hoping for better things
Here she is again.
The same old life.
Busy throughout the day.
And never ending thoughts till midnight for her.
She shall do so much in the years to come
Like a rumbling sea
Although she achieved
A good age 25.
All achievements come to the end of their road
Some have a long time before they fall
She wonders how it would be for her.

Looking inside of me – now
The doors of my soul closes ever so gently
Hesitating, weaving my life to a crescendo
I glimpse that love
Far
But near
The love and hate
That I want to cherish
Brings more of me increasingly
Softly
Out in the open fields
When the darkness of my earlier self
Is torn apart
By the ecstasy of wide beyonds…
The depth of my inner self
Is revealed
In that ever increasing glory
He holds for me…

As my eyes steadily flick the clipping of an album.
Countless achievements, come through the years
She is a jigsaw piece
And she searches
Some more everyday
So many years have passed
But she can’t forget the struggle
The change of people opinion
Oh! Those days.
Hoping for better things
Here she is again.
The same old life.
Busy throughout the day.
And never ending thoughts till midnight for her.
She shall do so much in the years to come
Like a rumbling sea
Although she achieves
A good age 25.
All achievements come to the end of their road.
Some have a long time before they fall,
She wonders how it would be for her.

Never say “Goodbye” to someone dear.
Never even try to give
The sadness and loneliness of that word.
Instead remember the joy and happiness,
When you said “Hello” to the dearest person of your life.
Take that special “Hello” lock it,
Within that place of your heart,
Where it’s always “Summer Time”.
For me and my dear one the special hello is a mystery.
No matter what?  Dream away.
What happened yesterday.

Destiny destines them to meet,
They met to love.
She came as an answer to his prayer;
As a soothing balm to end his misery.
He listens to his heart,
He tells her what he needs,
He is not afraid with her,
She is the “Sun” –
Who brightens up his life.
She thinks of the things “He” has said.
About how expressive her eyes are,
The smile in her eyes –
Reflect the “Beauty of Life”.
Their togetherness creates happiness for him.
A happy thought came to her mind,
She is happy to give him,
Happiness today and always in Life.
It matters not what his past was.
Finding him she understood the meaning of “Love”.
She is happy to know,
He taught her how to love.
Moments of sharing, of togetherness
Moments of understanding between the “Souls”
Love isn’t love until you give it away
A gift to treasure.

 

Looking at a wet pillow,
It tells a story of its own.
The truth is beyond reach,
The smiles hide it all.
Looking at herself in the mirror
She sees a strange face.
(Reflections transformed into a strange face)
Devoid of feelings,
Blank as a wall.
None can save her,
None can change her mind.
She alone has the power,
The discovery of divine peace to find
The problems and tears have weakened her eyes.
Her lips are dry,
Her mind is numb,
She finally calls onto –
For light and the power.
Suddenly the phone rings.
There is someone –
Loving and caring thinking about her,
Giving her space to breathe
When “She” was depressed
She inhales the fresh air of profound peace.

My memories of my prolonged nightmare,
In flashback striking.
These memories always caught me unawares.
You used to tell me
To let it go… How?
Though I was well into my twenty four,
Bits and pieces of my nightmare keep haunting me
You always made me feel otherwise, made me laugh
But why can’t I kill these memories – letting it go
Instead I keep discovering pieces of the
puzzle that were missing.

A crossroad – A vision,
A dream, A mystery.
Significant – To define
Implication to a destination.
A never ending process,
Why?  There’s no answer
A prolonged nightmare.

 

My mind is filled with Memories,
It grasps and clings to them,
“Never” seeming to leave,
I wake up at night and start to think.
Suddenly memories come floating up,
Just to remind me they still exist.
Peals of laughter belong to someone, now unknown.
I drift into sleep still thinking and smiling.
And when I get up in the morning,
I forget the thoughts of the night before.